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/u/Angela078
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So I will shortly be in the start of my second semester and I honestly don't want to keep going like this. I miss my family. I like having my own place and I take pretty good care of it, but I struggle with being almost 4 hours away from my family. I feel like I'm losing so many moments with them, and part of it is that I didn't really wanna go to this university in the first place. The course is fine, although they are others that I would be far more interested in, but like this semester out of 5 teachers I was only attending regularly classes of 2 of them. I couldn't put my mind to study at all but once I go home I can study (and honestly for my second semester I just studied regularly on Christmas vacation). I feel content being close to them, I guess it doesn't help most of my family members struggle a lot with ageing issues and some health problems. I feel like I wanna study from home - which I have the capacity to do so in this university - since I don't find the distance from my family worth of the full university experience. I've made contacts and friends in here but it's not the same. I have people telling me it's a battle I have to give, but honestly I just find no point in it. I think practically I can do - stay here - it but it's going to cost me a lot. I honestly don't know what to do. I wanna go through the second semester studying from home but I feel like a coward for wanting so, that I have to go through what everyone else did. I honestly feel so lost.
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